This is my secret & promise me dont tell anyone...

i miss u..haha
actually i want to let you know..
frankly speaking now..
each time i open my fb i'll look for your profile...
but sorry for not adding u again coz i know i cant...
so i've been stalking u for a long time ago...
hope u dont mind..even i dont contact u doesnt mean that i forget bout u...
never punya laaa...
everyday n everytime i keep thinking about my past..
about me when im with u...it must be sucks being u during that time...
anyway "perpisahan ini" haha anuar zain plak...perpisahan ini mengajar sy bnyk bnda..
dan ia sgt teruk..tapi ia sgt bermakna...
ia mmbawa erti kematangan yg sebenar...
mngajar sy utk mghargai ssorg swaktu dia masih ada....mcm lg lah,....ayat xperlu skema sgt lah kot kan...
so im updating this blog just want to remind my self bout ur birthday..its on 14th Jan...so i got an idea...
u wanna know something..when i got sometimes and during that time im thinking bout u....there will be some idea for me to write somethg bout u...
so this time i created a song especially for u...the title is All About You,
im planning to make a video so that i can upload on youtube so i can ask u to watch it on utube lah...tp plan je...xwat lagi...lagu tu dah siap lame...tp kputusan nak wat tu masih ragu2 sbb sy da lame x cnontact awk..
tp sy bwt ni sbagai hadiah utk awk je...mungkin yg terakhir bg awk...dan xde dah lepas nih :'(...damn i miss u... haha serious lahhh
nih lirik dia...
when i opened my eyes all about you..
when i closed my eyes all about you...
when im alone thinking bout you...
even when im sleep dreaming bout you..

even thousand came by..
stop a while in my life..
wouldnt got a chance to love them..
love them like i used to love you..

you go away....away from me..
lefting behind with scarve all inside..
bleeding screaming nothing that i can do...
feeling lonely when there is no you...

i miss you...damn!
i love you!
would you listen to me!!!!! baby yeahh baby!!
would you listen to me...
but this song would be a bit boring coz i dont know how to play any music instrument...so sorry...hope u enjoy it :)

aku syg kau..percyalah..

aku mencintai kau..sbb kau adalah kau..kau bnyk mengalah..stiap prblahan kau pasti akn pulihkn keadaan..aku sdr kesengsaraan saat kau bersama aku..menahan stiap kta2 aku..stiap amarah aku..maaf tnpa aku sdari sikap aku bnyk menyakiti kau..kau dah bnyk brubh demi perhubungan ini..aku nmpak..nmpak..tq..dan aku masih ttp aku..sukar utk buang sikap aku..tp mmg sush utk aku mnidakkn apa yg aku fikir..prcya atau tdak..stiap kali aku menyakiti kau..stiap itu aku ada penyesalan..aku akan brfikir sjenak stiap kali aku mluahkn perasaan..aku akn fkr sprti apa yg kau ktakn..fikir apa yg kau rasa..walaupun agak sukar bg aku..aku akan fikir..dan hasilnya..aku brsalah..brsalah.. mulai saat ini..aku brjanji dgn diri aku..agar percya smua kta2 kau..xbrmksd sblm ini aku tdak prcya..tp skrg..sprti yg aku ckp..perubhan kau..slagi kau masih stia..aku jga bgitu..aku prcya smua kta2 kau..tp maafkn aku..sblm ni..apa yg kau cuba trgkn stiap persoalan yg tmbl..aku akn mmbri kau kkcewaan..sprti yg kau slalu kta..tiada guna kalau bg tahu pun..awk xkn prcya..tp skrg..kau dah xperlu lg brbuat sprti dlu..sbb aku dh bleh nmpk..
"walaupun sy dah syg awk skrg,xbrmksd awk bleh marah sy slalu".. walaupun aku slalu memarahi kau..xbrmaksud aku x menyayangi kau..
harapan yg aku ltak tramatlah tggi..harap..dlm bnyk harapan yg aku harapkn sprti sblm ini mnjdi brbndg harapan yg lepas.. aku brharap..hanya aku seorg yg dpt kau syg dan kau cintai..sehingga akhirhayatmu nanti..sbb cinta x smestinya memiliki..aku syg kau..walaupun kau dah rsa prkataan syg dari aku dah x mmbwa apa2 erti..tp tiada prktaan lain yg dpt mnnjukkan apa yg aku rasa selain aku syg kau..percayalah..

Ilysm

There is a person tht i cll love,a person tht undrstnd me,the only prson tht hve accptd me the way i am,the person tht nvr hina me,a person tht really nice to me,N the only persn tht i love the most,bcz of the tears tht cme out frm her makes me fall in love wth her,her tears tht showd me the honesty tht cme frm through her heart,n tht the person tht i cnt stp thnkg bout her, person tht tell me the reason y i need to live,the person tht really important to me,
Tht i really love straight frm my heart..the person tht will makes my lfe empty when she left me,when i dnt get her text,when i dnt get her cl,when i dnt knw wht her cndtion is,ths is the only persn tht i lve,the person tht always hurt by me,the person tht i cll a bad liar,deep frm my heart,i want u to knw tht i lve u n i cnt lve wthout u..
I love u my love,i mean it..

It has been a year..

Happy anniversary syg..dah sthun..tp tu lh..rse mcm bru knl awk,nth bleh thn smpai ble kte ni kn,sy xkn hlang awk kalau awk nk cri org lain,itu hak awk,sy rse sy nk knl lbh lg ngn awk,sy tawu msti de smthng yg awk xpnh cite kt sy,nnti lh yg tu,pape pown sy dah stahun ngn awk,n the cnclusion is,sy syg awk,slagi sy xbenci awk walaupun awk dah tggl sy,and one more thg,thnkz 4 make me happy n sad slama ni,idup sy lbh brmkna sjak ada awk,U cmpltd my lfe,sy syg awk spnh ati sy,xde owg laen yg dpt gnti tmpt awk,sy nk sgt luang mse ngn awk,shri 2 xpnh ckup,sy nk lbh,thnkz sbb jd cinta sy,hehe k tq,ilysm lutfiah !

It has been a year..

Lysm mohamad shafiq ahmad jaafar.u cmplete me.epy anniversary too..sye x brnh nak msg.kan awk bg warning td org gne sim awk.i am epy 2 have u in my life.i hold ur love and i really want both of us 2 hold it 2gether.u make me smile,sad and laugh at the samf time.. Thx 4 everythng.thx 4 willing 2 b there 4 me.its more than enuf 2 have u

its gonna be my last post on this blog...or should i continue....

naaa...haha... xde...last je nih...wat blog baru...hehe..ni sje2 je...tmpat luah perasaan..k..bye

Its Over...

The story between she & me end on 9 April 2010..ohh xlah lme sgt kan...hehe
ok la tu..15/8/09~9/4/10...
theres nothing more to say...
nothing more can change...
its already an old story..
and..i got a song for her..
kertas band~selamat tinggal kekasih..
tepat pd aku..
ntah pd dia..
haha..
dah2
xnak jwang2 dah dowh....

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its a last song for u...the person tht i loved..lutfiah..goodbye..